hihi,surprise n curious to noe wat happn?hehe…i guess so d.as the title stated thr,i gt an invisible bf,it’s true lo..nw i c him,nw i dun…i ll oni talk to him,bt i hrdly c him…he’s a human.of course lo.if nt,wat u think?dun scare me lo…jz that he buz wit works,n no bothr me.bt it’s ok lo.i undrstnd,i gt things to do too…stdy come first.
ehm….that’s al i think..to b continue…
hi,it’s sure had been a very long time since i last write in tis blog.haha..u nvr noe that i encounter a lot of thing thru tis few months time.hapi n sad.happiness that end wit sadness..things r nt s beautiful as i thght it is.i finally noe it.im too innocent,which i thght that i had grw up,bt the the fact im nt mature enuf to accpt the fate. if oni i hav a strng stnd by the 1st day i wont suffer al the pain,bt frenz out there.dun wori im ok d.thz to all of u out there, i had recover.althgh nt full recover,i cn consider myslf fine.nt as bad as b4.which me low pressure n nid to attnd to the doc.n im gettin thinner oso that few weeks.doc gav some supplements to consume.n al that time, i make myslf buz n i find my love for sport.actually im oso a sport lover jz that no frenz to join me,so lazy d…i wen to jog wit my neighbours-lex,colin n petrus,n hsemate too-chui may.whn i jog i reli forget al my sadness n the burden that im carrying.the fstr i run,the nicer the feel…it feel nice n i feel fit too.haha.. LOVE?! as for me tis 4 word,reli scary d.haha..as like my cousin sis say love is jz part of our life.it’s jz as the decoration part of a dish.without it,the dish ll stil b delicious,jz that lack of smt.it’s ok.nt evryone like decoration.decoration ll come by it’s way whn v gt the ispiration.hehe..in the time of brokenheart,thz to my cousin sis,cousin bro,cousin sis in law,cj,johnson,cong cong to comfort me..thz frenz…reli thz lo..thinkin abt it oso make me cry d..wuwu.arr,micheal,jack,irene n ginny too,for the desaru trip too..i reli enjy myslf thr lo.bbq,kite flying,fireworks,n the X-factors…reli unforgetable..hope to go out wit al of u agn lo..bt no more X-factors…thn it ll b more nice. i bck to my normal self d.stdy,ply,wtch drama,stdy,ply,wtch drama…that’s routine evrydy..cook oso.ehmmmm….quite fine.dun noe wat to type d.mayb too common d,nothin special.haha..here i wld like to thz to ah chuan for a day trip to KL tower n the thean how kong temple..it’s nice.thz ya. i think that al lo..hehee..take care n hav a nice day.
hi frenz,finally i had the time to write a blog here since my last post a couple of months ago.dont look down on tis few months,i had go through thick n thin.so much of prblm,up n down.things that hard to go through bt whethr u wan it o nt,you stil nid to face it.1st is of course al the assignmnts and tutorials lo.tis sem reli is a challenge for me.i reli feel the pressure of study burning inside me.mayb due to the pressure to keep on improvin.so far,i had been improvin all the sem.hehe,bt nvrm la,it’s all pass d.nw i can jz hope for the best result with al the effort i had been putting in.do not care for othr’s result.since me nw in 2nd years,i had learnt a lot d,whthr in studies o in the field of being a person.in the 1st 2 sem,i had been silly n childish to care n bothr so much on othrs n in the end,im the one who is losing out.n feel so depressed.bt nw im ok d.bt i admit that im stil childish in othr matter.hehe..can’t tel u wat is it.2nd is,guy meet gal prblm..somethin i longed it to happen do happened finally,bt im unclear of it at first.i cant make up my mind,bt nw things seem to b fine d.n i wish it ll alwaz b til the end since i already chose it to b.it take a big responsibility to b wit someone n b as someone’s ….i ll do very best thn.it feel nice to hav someone alwaz thr for u whn u r sad n hapi.n i thankful to a brunch of good frenz who alwaz care for me too n hlp me a lot in studies..hehe..k la,that’s all i think..c u agn in the nxt blog.tata..
hihi..tis sem reli freaking buz lo.wit all the heavy subjcts like managemnt,entrepreneurship,biochem n microbology..aiyoo.the worst is entrepreneirship..nid to do business plan.a plan that i alwaz hear on tv oni.n i doin it 4 reli..pening d.marketing plan,financial plan..i do til wan to cry d lo.reli…no joke.ask those who taking tis subjct too lo.ohh, i forget 1 more thing lo.C++…tis oso a vry hard subjct lo.cryin doin it oso.cin,cout,switch,loop,if else…..wuwu..jz finish my C++ lab test 2day,luckily do in pairs lo..at less gt someone to depent to..hehe.so tis sem no time to write blog d..sori ya guyz.althgh dmn buz,once in while,go jalan2 to unwind lo.go wtch movie in sunway piramid,shopping,hang out..hehe.if nt i reli crazy lo.
early mornin on tis fine sat,i wen out as far as subang,wit excitement n nervous too.coz im goin to a hair saloon.nt any common bck in my hometown whr thy chrge u rm10 o rm20.tis saloon cost mch more thn that..i hav a cut,wash n polishing (if im nt mistaken)..smt like rebonding.the hairstylist suggested me to perm n color my hair bt i dont wan.nt ready 4 that yt.hehe..so nice feeling whn 2 ppl attend to u.racing to blow ur hair..hehe..all that took abt 3 hours.i wen thr at 11.30am n done by 2.30pm…pity my "fren" wait me 4 so long lo.. til he wen ply dota nxt door lo..
the 2nd thing is i wen shoppin in sunway piramid.1st time in my life i wen in so many clothing shop n tried out more thn 10 shrt n skirt.o shld i say modelled more thn 10 shirt n skirt.hehe…my "personal adviser" choose al the clothes..hehe..quite tired lo..bt nice la.1st time mah..
16/8/07
evrythin seem to b quite perfect 2day.my day strt wit lunch time.i was abt to go out buy some ingredients 4 cooking whn 2 of my hsemates jz bck 4m tesco.thy intend to cook 4 lunch.so nice so i no nid to go out d.hehe..thy cook a lot u noe,curry ikan pari,sambal ayam n kacang buncis lo.nice lo.
thn aftr tat,v headed to uni coz gt micro lab.in the lab,thr’s tis kak who is reli nice to us.she explained al the instructions very clearly.v reli like her.thn in the end of the section oni i was tol that she’s the one gt the Yang Dipertuan Agong’s scholarship n by the end of tis year she will heading to Ofxord University.Tat’s certainly great rite.im hapi to meet her n under her guidance.hehe..nxt week if she here,i intend to took picture wit her as a memorance.
and thn En.Anwar the hse owner is goin to buy a new frigde.coz d old wan nid a lot of money to repair so better buy a new wan lo..hehe..so good.so 3 of my hsemates thy wen to tesco to chck out the prize n order it..so mayb by 2moro n the day aftr v will gt a new frigde.yeah yeah…
n 2nite im goin out to wtch the movie "Rush Hour 3"..in Bukit Raja.wit a "fren"..hehe..
so far that’s all 4 day.hehe..
last sat,11/08/07,i wen to kuantan on a mission.nt reli my mission la.my fren’s wan.wan to meet up wit her abang sayang lo.which is my fren too.so i escort her there lo.4 hours journey 4m klang.as soon as v reach thr,v chck into mega view hotel.it’s grand u noe.i nvr thght of stying in a hotel like.thght jz a simple ll do,coz jz 4 nite oni.the hotel is near the river lo.very nice,reli nice.
at the evenin,v go lepak arnd the town.in kuantan parade.thn to the pasar malam.the fud is nice n cheap.4 1 ringgit,you can hav a chicken of ur perference.reli lo.v buy the fud thr n eat near the jetty-river view lo.beautiful lo.v had a walk aftr that n lepak in the jetty thr til 12am,thn bck hotel n chat til 1am thn sent shahrul bck.thn wtch star movie in astro til 3am oni slp lo.
the next day,v wen to had breakfst at the saraya coffee hse if i mistaken.gt a lot of fud lo.n i almst ate al of thm.i mean i try al of thm almst excpt those which im allergic to..sad sad lo.til i stomachache thn ran back to hotel to ease myslf…hehe..thn take bus at 9.30am bck here..overall nice but tiring lo.
hehe..on the 07/07/07,i wen to pulau perhentian.pulau perhentian is situated in terengganu state.it was organized by the 2nd n 3rd yrs seniorz.at 1st,i thght it was jz an ordinary trip whr v wen thr to hav fun,later oni i was infrmed that tis is the 2nd time UNISEL has been organize a trip to pulau perhentian.UNISEL make it a tradition to visit pulau perhentian almost evry yr.v din wen to play alone,v pay an educational visit to UMT (Universiti Malaysia Terengganu) formerly noe as KUKSTEM.hehe..let put things into a simple n readable form k.
07/07/07
9.30pm- take bus 4m UNISEL to terengganu.2 bus goin coz total of participants is 65.lecturers in chrge are Dr.Yap,Dr.Ain,Mr Wee,En.Anwar n wife.
08/07/07
12.30am-stop at Temerloh to take supper n rest.i wen to buy a drink.thn saw mny optimus prime thr.(gara-gara pengaruh citer Tansformers)hehe..
6.30am-reached kuala terengganu.stop "Masjid Terampung".4 rest n the Malays to hav prayers.the view 4m the Masjid Terampung was amusing.v almost leaved my 3 frenz Mas,Mawar n Lin coz thy r late,thy take bath.hehe..
8.30am-stop at Pantai Batu Burok to had breakfst.v had nasi dagang.nice lo.reli diffrnt 4m nasi lemak.take pics whil v were thr.thn,v head to UMT.
10.00am-reached UMT.actually v were alrdy late.v scheduled to reach thr at 8am.thn 1st agn,v had our breakst thr.hehe..wat else,eat lo..thn,v r divid into 6 grps.the ppl in chrge bring us to visit thr labs n thr researchs.althgh v jz stoped 4 2 hrs thr,bt v learnt a lot thr.reli wish if v hav more time.UMT is more to agricultural of fishes,prwns,belangkas..
12pm-head to jetty.
2.00pm-reached jetty.take time to change n move al the luggages to the boat.the journy 4m jetty to pulau perhentian take abt 45 min.hlf way in the boat,the pakcik said that the boatis overload.so 3 of us were moved to a diffrent boat.luckily nothin happened.thank God.
3.30pm-reached at the beach of pulau perhentian.so nice lo.thn v ghthr at the resort thr.to hav lunch n distributed keys to our rooms.mine is 234.i sty wit mei ling,a kelantanese.
4.30pm-after unpacked evrythin,me,mei ling,billy,zack n a fw malay guyz head to the beach.hehe..dmn nice lo.long time din ply at the sea lo.hehe…wooO..thr thy teached me hw to float in the sea.hehe.hard lo.
7.30pm-v had dinner. (to b continue…)
it’s reli hard to believe in such a short time,less thn 2 months,so mny things had happened to me o arnd me.reli shocked me n unbearable u noe..4 someone who thght u noe me wel,mght thght tat i’m independant gal.yes,i’m..but nt a situation whr unfortunate fal on me agn n agn.i reli fel like givin up d…i cant take it anymore d..but btwn al tis,thr a few ppl i would to thx thm 4 alwaz by my side to support me.thx to my parents,chui may,yih kung,billy,alex,dorm mates and tis guy too..
whn i fel like crying,he’s the one who hand me tissue.telling me nt to cry.advice me n comfort me.persuade me to eat whn i dnt fel like eatin.whn i fel like havin him to accompny me,he took al d trble to driv here.chat til i fel better b4 sendin me bck.
thn whn i cant stnd anymore in the "MONSTER HSE",he’s oso d 1 who hlp alot.movin my stuff to d new place..
thn to motivate me stdy hard o relax aftr all the hardwork 4 exam,he treats me movies,fantastics 4 n transformer.it;s reli nice of him to do.i fel vry touched..
..reli appreciate all his hlp n evrythin he had done 4 me.thx so much ya..i reli hope that v ll sty in touch k.i ll nvr 4gt u.4ever.tis is the promise i make to myslf.
last sun,gt smt happen at home.actually that din involve me,it’s btwn A n B,bt dun noe hw nw it’s become my prbm d.me oso dnt noe lo..i ask thm,thy dnt wan to tel me..im dying to noe y.bt since thy dnt wan to tel so i oso din wan to noe d.later,if i urge so much,later become more worst.bt she nw seem to ignore me..me in dilemma now…quite stress up lo..
wat shld i do?i had been maintainin a low profile n simple life lo.bt it’s reli hard.without me realizin actually gt ppl hlp popularize me…
bt jz leave it lo.be myslf.stnd up n b brave for true n right.rite,dear fren?
